But why would you want to slow yourself down? Because of fear, especially fear of all the beliefs you cling tightly to, and that you’ve never wanted or known how to question. And yet all this just ends up impacting your life by bringing problems. You can find the solution to all those problems inside yourself.
Every time you criticize someone, ask yourself: is this thing I see in them something I see in myself too?
The parable of the two monks
We’re going to think about these limitations we give ourselves by looking at the parable of the two monks. This has a very deep lesson. It will help you see all these criticisms you have of other people in a new light.
“There were once two Zen monks, Tanzan and Ekido, who were returning to their monastery after a long journey. It had rained the day before, and the path was full of mud. When they passed by a small village, they encountered a young woman dressed in an elegant golden kimono.
To continue on her way, the young woman would have to cross a huge pond. She didn’t know what to about this obstacle, because she thought about how she would ruin her kimono if it got wet and her mother would punish her harshly. Without hesitating even a second, Tanzan approached the young woman and offered his help. He carried her on his back to the other side of the pond. Then both monks continued on their way.
When they arrived at the monastery, Ekido, who had seemed uncomfortable during the rest of the journey, roughly commented to his companion:
“Why did you carry that young woman in your arms? You know our vows don’t allow it!
Tanzan didn’t get upset, but looked at his travel companion and responded with a smile:
“I stopped holding onto that young woman hours ago, but you’re still carrying her on your back.”
“If you argue for your limitations they are yours.”
Even though Tanzan did something good, the sense of duty and everything other people told them they shouldn’t do weighed heavier on his companion. He didn’t say anything until a few hours had passed.
This will help you reflect on how all of this is related to brooding thoughts. These are those you turn over and over in your mind, that don’t do anything productive for you. Ekido’s criticism showed a conflict that he had in his mind. He was limiting himself when it came to doing what he probably immediately thought about: helping the young woman.
Great lessons to get rid of your limitations
Have you ever criticized someone for not dressing the right way? Then a part of you didn’t want to criticize them because maybe you didn´t feel comfortable with the clothes you’re wearing. Sometimes we don’t realize our criticisms reflect a limitation we’ve given ourselves. No matter what the rules are, or what’s “acceptable,” we always have the final say.
To get rid of your limitations and start seeing criticisms as a way of seeing parts of yourself that you can’t always detect, it’s important to think about the present. If you want to do something or act in a certain way, don’t think about whether it will be okay with other people. Don’t doubt yourself.
Think positively and you’ll be free of the situation, just like Tanzan was. Because if you stop to listen to your own limitations you’ll end up putting yourself under pressure. This will only start to weigh on you more and more when similar situations happen.
It’s also important to learn to question your beliefs. The thing is that you think they’ll make you a better person if you follow them to the letter. But actions have more weight. Having very rigid beliefs will prevent you from acting freely and in the moment. You’ll create barriers, limit yourself, and you won’t feel good at all.
Stop asking yourself questions like: “should I or could I do it?”Start asking the question: “do I want to do it?”
Criticisms are not a bad thing
Your beliefs are there for you to question them. Criticisms are there to help you see parts of yourself you aren’t familiar with, through other people. All this isn’t an opportunity to deny the things you don’t want to accept, it’s a chance to learn and grow. We all have limitations, but we give most of them to ourselves. We get stuck in our thoughts, instead of acting however we want to in the moment.